past death knocks on the door once again .

death no longer my friend .

creeped out and running scared in my head

truth unfolds about a night three years ago .

my heart wanting to stay cold .

truth so bold .

can't face the truth.

chills of death unfair .

tangled in web .

words he said tonight

dead that night .

life was not right .

words running in my head .

pills in my hand 

that night I became the  risen dead.

I cant shake it from core .

I can't get the fear out of my head.

my heart screams that night  I lost more .

I lost the light in my eyes and darkness covered my being 

unreal words made things go that way 

weak unable to  fight

its not the first time

my life was hanging on to the hands of death.

them words almost became my end 

but I live to tell about the night that took my life from alive  to risen dead,

I was lost so lost in my head .

could  not tell  false reality from real.

running scared of the jail .

rather die than be locked up in hell .

took the easy way out .

the unreal words had me running scared .

I crowled in my moms bed said I love you .

then I went back to bed with her pills 

took them right away .

laid there till I faded away .

my mom woke up  and came to me .

saw what I did called for help 

hospital in comma . 

died three times before they could save me .

it was the night I became the risen dead.

everything has now changed in my head 

 creeped out and running from death 

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